Okay.. So i've been accused of being a jerk and a liar. Just because I have been texting 2 girls? I mean fatima and sufiyah. Well, I admitted that I texted fatima. Texted. It was the past. And at that time, I wasnt even texting her that frequently. Once in a week or two? Maybe even rarer. The say I text her.. Hmm... That was probably my fault. You can blame me for that. I'm not trying to hide anything or sth. And for sufiyah's case.. Well, the first impression wasnt that good either. But it only went on for a while. Then it changed to a normal convo tone. I text fatima cause she's a friend. Is that so wrong? Once in a while. And the first thing she said was " So ur texting me now because fatima is ignoring you...?" if you want to bomb me, please gather the right information first. She doesnt ignore me, we ended the convo and it stopped there.. I'm not saying I hate you or anything. I just dont like arguing, esp if it is due to some misunderstanding or miscommunication. I tried to maintain a friendly tone and gave in to what she had to say. But fuck la. What she says is so out and sharp I had to burst  and be a convo killer. Its like she's trying to kill me with a knife. So I tried to calm her down and make her feel better. She got closer to me, just a few inches away and really threatened me. So I opened myself up and just told her to stab me. If she really wanted to kill me, then go on! Aft that, she didnt reply..

Oh wells.. I apologised and have yet to receive a reply. If she didnt understand what I meant by hurting others, this is exactly what I meant. Small or big, its still hurtful. I was stabbed. Not physically, but emotionally. Well congrats sufiyah.. If that was your intention, bravo. You did it with flying colours.

If I was a super saiyan, i'd be fighting along side with Gohan. I'd be a few steps behind him. Cause everytime a saiyan "dies" or nearly did, he'll grow stronger.

But the thing that bothers me isnt the fact that she bombed me. Well actually yes. Heh. Why me? She could have just ignored my text and left me alone. It would be more peaceful and less painful. If she really doesnt care like what she said, that would be the case. But why?? Im still unsure. Im confused.. But I can tell you this. I wont stop so soon..